When we finally integrate the shadow within the consciousness, a gift is discovered. For example, the shadow of anger brings the gift of peace. The shadow of regret brings satisfaction. The shadow I'm talking about today is fear. This shadow brings anxiety, dread, panic, and worry. The more I shed light and integrate this shadow, the gift begins to surface from deep within- a gift of confidence begins to emerge. This is why I do the work. My mission is to shed light on the dense energies within the inner world and transform those shadows into healing and clarity.
Fear has been a constant companion. I know what it is like to be afraid. I also know how that fear prepares you: it steels you, shapes you, and readies you for the work you were born to do. Is it easy to integrate this shadow and not run from it? Hell no! However, it's so worth it. Today, old thought forms of fear and doubt try to come in harder than ever, but they don't carry the same weight. I feel them, deep in my bones, echoing past experiences- and then I call in the white light for release. It truly is that simple when we finally stop running from the fear. You will find it has nothing left to cling to.
Everything I once ran from I now must face. Once you move into a higher frequency, you can't play hide and seek with the dark- you must neutralize it with light. The more you reach for the light, the shadow will automatically follow. This creates an intimate, sometimes scary dialogue as the unconscious merges with the conscious. This merging within keeps pulling me towards the light, bringing strength and courage. Things align and arrive on time- and it's beautiful to watch unfold.
Years of incarceration primed me for this mission. I was made for the role of high-priestess- the one who sees, the one who holds space. I stepped into that role without the usual tools most on this path possess; all I had was my imagination and the universe provided through nature. There has always been a different kind of magic in my life. I connect and interact with the natural world in ways that keeps me in awe: a new language of communication from nature.
What a fight. What a journey. Thank you, Lord, for walking me through those halls of darkness. Awareness is key! Being able to recognize this darkness has saved my life on many occasions. I'm grateful for the training. Thank you for the light; it fills and heals me. It allows me to rise.
Not everyone in my reality embraces this newfound version of self. The trauma cord of fear has detached, and with that, the need to have others complete me is no longer needed. I'm not trying to save anyone or have anyone save me. I've quit playing the game of hide and seek. Validation is no longer needed. Thus, leaving room for the authentic self to express and create. There is a freedom within this space; once it is felt, there's no going back. Where the heart was broken, light now fills the spaces in between. For the first time in life, I feel supported, loved, and safe. This is why I dance Freedom- a celebration of the soul's release. The sensation is powerful and amazing; sometimes I feel my nervous system won't be able to handle it. Still, I lean into the dance, into the healing, and into the work.
From the shadows, nature, imagination, and Source conspire to bring forth beautiful things into our reality. I walk this path not because it's easy, but because it matters. When light fills the darkest places, whole lives are transformed.
Love and Light,
Destiny
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